a mature woman, female, androgynous, masculine-presenting, masc-leaning, butch, strong build, broad shoulders, angular features, long golden blonde hair loose and slightly disheveled, sharp eyes, no makeup, wearing a wrinkled white button-up shirt with sleeves rolled to elbows, top buttons undone, leaning against a rain-streaked window in a dim corridor, neon light bleeding through glass in teal and amber, cigarette smoke drifting, shallow depth of field, reflections on wet surfaces, Wong Kar-wai cinematography, melancholic mood, semi-realistic digital illustration, in the style of Greg Rutkowski, Kuvshinov Ilya